Happy Halloween!

Well, for one thing, Im happy! Changes have been for the best.

Im going to school after taking a yr off and being cabezona. hehe.

I quit my job, but i have another one.

Once again, im going to be a tia . Yay! I luv my sobrinos, they are my life and i like to spoil them, and run around with them since im not married and dont have any kids. (and not thinking about them anytime soon)

Today, all im going to do for Halloween, is be at my grandmas house and give away candy with my bf. I remember when my mom used to take us out trick or treating. It was awesome. So many memories. tear, tear. Bueno, vamos a ver si no salemos asustados. :D

Changes

Alot of things have changed in the last month. ay ay ay where do I begin? I have a new job!!! Yep I quit my last job because I got a better job offer, one thing to keep in mind, I will probably never work retail again!!! I thanked my last employer for the oppurtunity they gave me, gave my two wks notice and left open doors if i wanted to go back again. Know im off working somewhere else where its not to hectic. Its awesome.

I took that big giant leap to cutting my hair!! I had it below my waist and now its shoulder lenght. I regret it, but i guess it was just a sign for me of moving on to bigger and better things and just forgeting about old stuff, grudges and bettering myself. (is bettering a word?)

Discrimination

How can there still be so much discrimination!!!! Im so mad and angry.!!!!! On Friday we took my mom to the emergency room on doctors orders for her to be admitted into the ER b-cuz she had her blood pressure high, her right side was feeling numb andd she said she couldnt stand her head. The doctor said that if my mom didnt get treated she could have a heart attack or cerebral damage. Guess what?Excuse me for the next choice of words i use, but the fucking hospital, (yes you read right!) didnt want to admit my mom b-cuz we had no form of paying for it! We dont have insurance, or medicaid, and no form of giving the $500 deposit they were asking for. These were the exact words of that stupid supervisor after he had my whole family up his ass about it!!! , " If you dont have the money for the deposit there is nothing I can do to help her." What the fuck was all that about!!!! I felt like tearing down those stupid signs they have about not refusing medical attention to anyone in case of a medical emergency!!!! Fucking double standard hospital!!!! I am so outraged and mad that they said that to my mom. After the supervisor saw that all of us where there arguing, he finally said well then have a seat and well see what we can do. While they kept admittin everyone else, my mom was in pain sitting patiently and waiting for nearly four hours. Until finally we decided that they were not going to do anything to her. So we got the doctors orders and went to another hospital down the street where they were super nice didnt care about the money and admitted my mother. I just want to thank the plp at Doctors Hospital at Renaissance in Edinburg, TX for being really nice plp.


I feel bad cuz my mom has a parasite in her head, that has been causing her all her headaches and if she ever has a heart attack it can be deadly. I Love my momma!!!! I hope it doesnt get any worse than it has already become. We have faith in God that my mom will be okay.

My mom told the doctor what had happened to her at the hospital and he even said that it was the money that we hadnt given them, that made them not want to help my mom, b-cuz he said that there has been alot of plp complaining about that hospital. I just hope that the hospital doesnt do what they did to my mom and that they remember that they are there to help plp in need.

Chuck E Cheeses and Spring Break :D

I went to a Chuck E. Cheeses with my big bro and my nephews last week. They though i was under age!!! I dont know what made the girl think i was under 12, I do not look like im a 12 yr old! I dont know what 12 yr olds she has seen but im 19, maybe it was the fact that i was wearing a purple shirt with a pink butterfly and shoes that had bows on them......hehe....that was freaking hilarious. I had never gone to a chuck e cheeses before and i had fun with my nephews, the only thing thats kind of annoying is that its about an hour and 15 minute drive from where i live....crzy thing to do just to eat pizza, right? not for my bro, just as long as he gets those big smiles on my sobrinos face, hes a happy man.

This past Tuesday I went to the beach with my friends, that was awesome. :D I mean its not the official spring break, but we still had fun cuz it was real calmadito and there wasnt alot of plp. My shoulders hurt alot cuz i was being cabezona and i didnt want to wear sunscreen. :O and now i'm sufriendo del dolor, but i have to tough it out cuz i kind of lied to my parents about going to the beach.

My Cousins Quince :D

This past Saturday was my cousins quinceñera. It was awesome to have all the family together to celebrate this with her. No era de cache, it was a nice, pretty and simple quince. :D Here are some of the pics. This is my cousinTessla and my tio Miguel. :D






And this is of me with my nephew, Juan De Dios.







And this is my nephew Alex and my gemela Dania, ummm see the resemblance between both of us?....I dont. :D

I Ice skated!!!!!!!

Yesterday My friends and I decided to go Ice skating at the skating rink. It was freaking awesome! I had never ice skated before, and it was a lot of fun to do it with plp that are close to me. The funniest part was that my bf didnt now how to and he stepped one foot on the ice and fell. :D I still love my gordo. Then we went bowling and that was awesome too cuz my score was higher than his. :D, but not higher than the person who really got first. Overall yesterday was fun, it had been a while since i last had that much fun. :D

On my b-day, Valentines and screwing up. : (

My Birthday was this past Saturday. :D I turned 19, me estoy haciendo viejita! hehe. I thank God for my health and well being. That said, I didnt really like it cuz my mom wasnt with me to celebrate it cuz she spent the whole day working. But at the end of the night i went out with my friends to go play pool, and we all had fun.

The next day i screwed up really bad at work, and i was afraid i was going to get fired, b-cuz i did something that wasnt supposed to be done.. Lets just say that what i did, could cost me a bad record with a felony on it. I have been a careful person as to not do anything bad that can get me a bad record, and when they scared me about it being a felony i cried the whole night and the next day. I think everything has been solved and the managers and supervisors told me not to worry about it, that it was a mistake and that i wasnt going to get in trouble or lose my job about it. I'm not one to brag, but im a hardworker, who follows instructions or directions.

Valentines for me is always how do i put it withot sounding bad,...hmmmm.....sad maybe?, Yep. Sad. My bf doesnt believe in Valentines its his own personal belief. I told him, its your one day to make up for being an ass the whole yr, he tells me, "I can make it up any other day," but he wont. He has NEVER given me a rose, or chocolates or done something nice, yet i still manage to love him...hehe. Thats just weird. Oh one more thing, he doesnt belive in it, but yet he expects something on that day.

I think thats it for now.