Mi Mente y Pensamientos

Im growing up, Im going out into this crzy world of ours and facing reality....

Monday, April 25, 2005

A day of speeches

The Military Ball is this Saturday, the thiertieth of April, and I have to make so many speeches. I have to do a welcoming, open and closing remarks, i have to greet all the parents and my fear of public speaking is going to have to go away for that one night. : Cucuy. I hope it doesnt get the best of me and that all goes well for me. I have to get ready for all those speeches and im scared of standing up in front of plp and talking. Its different with being Fem. Color Grd. Comm. to being and doing this as Battalion Comm. Being Comm. for the FCG, i have other plp standing there with me, and most of the plp where i go and present the colors to, they dont know who i am, so that is the coolest. But now this, i have my parents in front of me along with the whole Bear Battalion and if i F*** up just a little bit, the plp who I assume dont like me cuz i took over some other b*t*h*s position cuz she f***** up so bad, are gonna make fun of me for a while and they are not going to let it go. Ahh...the pressure. :o ( < me screaming)

Sunday, April 24, 2005

La oldie

My dad sent his truck, La Oldie, to the shop so it could get painted and once again, he is trying to restore it. Its a 1959 Ford truck. So its pretty cool, its been in my family for a while, it belonged to my tio first, then my tio needed money and he sold it to my dad so it could stay in the family.

Then my dad "restored" it according to him, used it for about 4 yrs then parked the truck for about 2 yrs and now decided to restore it again cuz it had already gotten ugly from just being parked outside of my humble abode. My mom is pretty not in a good mood right know because she wants a truck and my dad refused to buy her one, and he decided to restore that truck again. I wonder how its going to turn out this time. Hmmm..ill see if i can find a before my dad fixed it picture, to how he fixed it the last time, to know that hes trying to fix it again. Ah que señor este, le gusta hacer enojar a mi mama.

Friday, April 22, 2005

La Picosa

Earlier today my sister and I were passing by dads friends house and we saw this red truck that used to belong to us when we were younger, La Picosa, como le llamabamos. Its funny how we used to love this truck and we were always with my dad. We had so many memories in this truck with all my siblings.

I remeber last year that señor brought the truck to my dad so he could fix it..(cuz my dad is a mechanic)..and my big brother was all excited and he told us that the truck was outside and my hermanillo y yo nos salimos a mirarla. This truck had seen better days, it was really rusty, y estaba bien picada and the handles from the inside were missing and they had a desarmador and some wrench so they could open and close the doors and the windows, pero teniamos la picosa en frente de nosotros. When we used to have it, my dad never let us take food in it and was always taking care of this truck the best way possible, and to us the truck was beautiful cuz it made loud noises because of the mofles and it was reddish marron.

It was nice seeing this truck after so many years, it wasnt in the prettiest condition, but it was just the memories it brought back to us when we saw it that made us smile. I remember we cried when my dad sold this truck, hehe...that was nice.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Junk

I never knew so much junk could come out of a super tiny room as it did today in my room. I finally got my bedroom set, and i was getting so annoyed cuz i had so many things that i didnt know i had and then some that i thought were already lost....like for example a "Best Friends" necklace i used to wear with a person whom I thouhg was my "best friend" who i later found out couldnt be trusted, thats why i dont believe in "bfs," i have close friends, very good friends and then acquaintences, but no best friends....newayz, im finally done with the room, and it looks much bigger than it did yesterday and the 8 yrs of my life that i slept in that roomwith my other two sisters....but now its mine. :D

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

Prom pics!

The Following are prom pics....nice night!



Alicia, Atenas and me!! Posted by Hello

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Pack Rat

I sort of finished throwing away so many years of memories or basura as my mom called it. I had to clean my room entirely cuz my mom bought me a new bedroom set, so that meant i had to clean under the mattress my cuata and i slept on, where over the years both of us just stuffed papers that we thought were important. So my cuata and i started sorting out papers and looking at what belonged to each other. Then we began throwing stuff to the trash.

Theres one thing that i hate about myself, that i get emotionally attached to things (and people) very easily, so throwing out stuff was really hard for me. At the end i was amazed at how much stuff i let go and i ended up with a very small pile that fits into a 3 inch binder. Im so proud of myself, that i thouhgt "Diana,why didnt you just do it before?" hehe.

I guess im learning to move on and not stick to my old stuff anymore...that and the fact that im already gonna graduate so more than half of things i own are getting thrown out. I wonder if the next thing im gonna get rid of is my car.....nah i dont think so. My car is too precious for me, my dad gave it to me for my 16th b-day with all his esfuerzo and time he spent saving up for the car, and i always value what plp give me especially my parents, so i think maybe that car is gonna stay with me for a very long while, even if it gets all rusty and it barely even works. :P

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Having a great time.

I decided to go to San Antonio with my tia, mis primas y mi abuelita. I had alot of fun, cuz for the first time i went to Sea World, it was really nice and then of course my tia took us to Fiesta Texas, which i saw no point too cuz i have already been there so many times before and my cousins were too scared to get on any rides with me, so that sucked cuz i had to get on the rides myself. The only thing i didnt like was the fact that i had to sleep with my primilla and she kicked and wanted to throw me off the bed at night. Newayz, I got to feed a sea lion, which i thouhgt was so cute and i saw dolphins and whales up close. Paresco niña chiquita hablando de todo esto, pero ni modo, i had a great time.

Oh yeah and one more thing, my tia had said that the next time we went, she was going to take my cuata with me cuz both of us like to get on the rides, on the "scary ones and the ones that are peligrosos according to my grandma." (hehe thats funny), but now she cant. :D Why? cuz she is pregnant once again. My partner in crime when we were small is pregnant once again. :D So theres two babies coming once again into this family, my little brothers and hers. My family is growing little by little and my parents ya se estan chiflando about this whole grandparent thing, they are getting the hang of it already, well not really, b-cuz todavia hacen muchos corajes with my sobrinos that i already have, but they are learning to be more loving. :D I feel so awkard that im the only one "single" and without a child or pregnant. hehe. But everything takes time, and i dont have marriage or a child planned anywhere in the near future, man im only 18, i need to live my life and make something out of ,myself. :D


Our pic at Fiesta Texas, Posted by Hello

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Prom

Today was my high school Prom. It was really nice and pretty. I spent my night with my closest friends and danced a couple of songs, I have one more night of great memories. I wanted to cry when they called all of us, the Seniors, to the middle of the dance floor and they played our class song. Its barely hitting me that Im not going to see most of these plp after we graduate, or maybe I will at Pan-Am theres a few who got accepted to Baylor, Harvard, MIT, UT at Austin, or Texas A&M at Kingsvillle or Corpus Christi, but all the rest of us who have Mexican parents are staying home cuz they dont want for their child to go off to college. Newayz back to what i was saying, It was nice, the only thing that sucked was the fact that my parents wanted me home early, thats why im here writing in my blog. My bf didnt go with me to prom, but i did take a very good friend of mine, Pete, to prom with me as my date, and i guess that was it. Go class of 2005! Graduation is just about 5 weeks away, tear, tear.

Newayz, Im not sleepy, and i have to get up at 5 cuz im going to San Antonio with my tia and buelita for the weekend. for what? I dont know. They asked me que si queria ir and i said yes, so i need to pack super quick when i get up again. Newayz, i guess thats it. Prom night for me is over, and it was nice. :D

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Me mandaron

Me mandaron lo siguiente y lo quise poner aqui.

1.-que hora es: 8:31 p.m.
2. Nombre y Apellido: Diana Olvera, Gordy y Nana :D
3. Cantidad de velas que aparecieron en tu ultimo pastel de cumpleaсos: 18
4. Estuviste enamorado anteriormente: Puppy love
5. Estas enamorado/a: creo que si
7. Religion:Catolica
8. Te haz emborrachado: Creo que si, pero no lo acuerdo
9. Amaste tanto a alguien como para llorar: Si
10. Estuviste en un choque de autos: Si, no fue mi culpa, me pegaron por detras y me desma****** mi carro, pero ya me lo arreglaron. :D
11. Como te vistes: Como yo quiera, no me gusta andar de moda, tengo mi propio estilo, en jeans y t-shirts the world is comfortable. Pero cuando salgo, si es casual o formal, me visto apropiada.
12. 2 o 4 puertas: Los dos son bien, 2 se mira muy bonito preo cuatro es mas comofortable.
13. Sprite o Seven up: Sprite.
14. Cerveza o vino: tequila....hehe. La cerveza sabe feo...vino a veces.
15. Cafe o te: los dos, Malted Mocha de Gloria Jeans....mmmmm
16. Sabor de helado: limon
17. Sabanas lisas o con animalitos: animalitos
18. Numero de calzado: 6
19. Lugar para que te besen: no tengo
20. Cancion que estas escuchando en este momento: Enanitos Verdes, "Y es que estoy aqui borracho y loco..."
21. Flor: Rosa blanca
22. Tema de conversacion mas detestado: ay muchas...no me acuerdo
23. Refresco, con o sin hielo: Con hielo
24. Tom o Jerry: los dos me gustan
25. Disney o Warner Brothers: Los dos, pero Disney es mejor
26. Restaurante de comida rapida: Sonics
27.Ultima visita a un hospital: Hace dos semanas, mi abuelita fue operada
28. De que color es la alfombra o piso de tu dormitorio?: morado o no se que color...
29. Como llamabas a tu osito de dormir: No tenia
30. Donde te ves en 10 años: Con mi bachilllerato y una persona que llego a sus metas
31. De que persona recibiste el e-mail anterior: De muchas personas, no me acuerdo
32. Cual de tus amigos vive mas lejos: ummm....Jessica and Chicago
34. Quien piensas que te respondera este e-mail mas rapidamente: no se, Jose Sanchez (mi novio)
35. Mascotas: Pancho, mi pitbull
36. Mejores amigos: No creo en mejores amigos
37. Amigos especiales: A los que les hablo, todos son especiales hasta que me hagan algo gacho.
38. Amores Platonicos: eso no se cuenta
39. Que cambiarias de tu vida: Nada, todo lo que hago es por una razon, y si no hubiera hecho las cosas que he hecho no estuviera en donde estoy ahora.
40. Cuantos timbrazos antes de atender el telefono: dos cuando quiero y cuando ando de flojera muchas veces, si es importante vuelven a hablar
41. Video preferido: no se...ay muchos
42. CD preferido: ay muchos de que escojer
43. Grupo o cantante favorito: No tengo, soy weird, me gusta todo de country hasta tejano hasta bachata, hasta el rock.
44. Lo primero que piensas en la mañana cuando despiertas: Que me pondre
46. Si pudieras ser otra persona, quien serias: No lo he pensado
47. Algo que tienes puesto siempre y no te lo quitas: un cruz chiquita que me regalaron para mi cumple el año pasado
48. Que hay en las paredes de tu habitacion:fotos, y mas fotos, cosas de mi hermana que no se a podido llevar desde que se caso, y un POW poster.
49. Que hay debajo de tu cama:mucho chinchero, zapatos y cajas
50. Cual es el auto de tus sueños: un Mustang
51. Dile algo a la persona que te mando este mail: Espero que estes bien...y cuidate Jose
53. Quien te gustaria que la responda: todos
54. Que le dirias a alguien y no te animas: es secreto mio, por eso no les dire a ustedes :D
56. Palabras que mas dices: really?, i dont know, nombre
57. Comida preferida: la que hace mi mami
58. Prefieres pololear o andar:
59. Que es para ti la vida: Un camino muy intersante que tienes que valorar tanto y hacer cosas grandes para hacer un cambio bueno en este mundo.
60. Estas enamorado/a: Yo digo que si....
61. Cancion favorita: K-ci and Jo Jo - All My life
63. Beso o algo mas: Beso. cuando sea algo mas seria una persona muy especial...
64. Momento mas humillante: No lo tengo...me cai de una ramp en la escuela cuando estabe en el 8th grade....that was funny
65. Persona mas loca y la mas simple que conoces: Atenas y Berenice
66. Que buscas en el sexo opuesto: Alguien que sea nice, good personality, que tenga tiempo para nosotros, que sea honesto y no stuck up. Noone is like how i would like for them to be, so i wont say more
67. Coleccionas algo: no
68. Que fobias tienes: Las viboras, cucarachos y los ratones cuentan?
69. Que piensas de la muerte:Todo a su tiempo.
70. Te ha gustado algun/a amigo/a tuyo/a: si, no les dire
71. Tiempo que tardas en arreglarte: De pende para donde voy
72. Lugar al que mas te gusta ir: Edinburg Municipal Park...nice place..
73. Revista favorita: no tengo, no las leo mucho
74. Le darias un beso apasionado a la persona que te envio este correo: no lo se
75. Lo que mas te gustaria tener en tu vida: Ya tengo todo lo que necesito, mi familia, mis amigos y la salud
77. A que lugar te gustaria ir de vacaciones: Hay muchos
78. Te irias a vivir a otro pais: Si, a Madrid
79. Persona que nunca te ha fallado: Todos fallan semos humanos
80. Frio o calor: De pende...
81. Carta o mail: Mail es mas rapido, pero carta en muy bonito tener un recuerdo que no este en la compu
82. La persona que extracas:
83. Que te pone de buenas: Que alguien que no conosca me diga hello y sonria.
84. Caricatura preferida: Los Simpson
85. Mejor ciberamigo: :D
86. Equipo de futbol: No me gusta el fut....las chivas? :P
87 Y tu le darias un beso apasionado a alguno de los que le mandaste este mail: Yep
89.Programa de tv favorito: Boy Meets Worl, aunque ya sea muy old.
90.Juego de mesa favorito: Monopoly...i like to pretend to take over for a while
90. El peor sentimiento del mundo: Broken heart and broken promises
91. El mejor sentimiento del mundo: La Felicidad
92. Montaсas rusas: Si, whoohooo!
93. Futuro nombre de tu hijo: Adrian, Daniel
94. Futuro nombre de tu hija: Atenas, Monserrat
95. Chocolate o vainilla: Chocolate, Rocky Road Yum!
96. 1 almohada o 2: 1, me gustaria tener una grande para abrazar y nunca me la compraron.
97. Duermes con peluches: A veces
98. Si pudieras teñirte el pelo, de que color seria: light brown con high lights or jet black hair con beige y blue high lights.
99. Numero favorito: no tengo
100. Juguete favorito: Cabbage Patch kids!!
101. Que haces si alguien se quiere pasar con tu Novio: Nada, yo se que el no hiciera caso
102. Tienes faros de colores:
104. Condimento favorito en una ensalada: Ranch, no e probado otras cosas
105. Que no te gusta comer: La cebolla
106. Alguna vez nadaste desnudo: no
107. Quien Te felicito primero en tu cumpleaños: Mi mami!
108: Que hora es: 9:32 p.m.
109. Algo para los que le mandaste el mail: Cuidense mucho, coman frutas y verduras..hehe...muchos abrazos besos y que la pasen bien, no hagan nada malo sin mi. :P

The past couple of weeks....

I finally got to write in my blog again. whoohooo!!! Im so happy. My computer had a virus and my dad had me castigada for a while until he got it fixed, but now i have it again up and running. I finally found life outside of the internet, hehe j/k. Nombre, so many things have happened since i last wrote.

We had our Battalion Picnic and my company kicked huge butt. Whoohooo!! We beat HQ and Alpha Co. in the tug of war and kick ball. We got beaten in a Hula Hoop game that requires alot of teamwork, we almost had it, but we got beaten by a couple of seconds. and we also got beaten at a volleyball game that i saw no point to. With that said "Gag Awards" where given out and i got "Most Likely to crash into a Parked Car." I thought it was pretty funny and a whole buch of other plp got others too, but the awards got a lot of plp in trouble beacause they hadnt gotten approved by our instructors, which caused some pretty hard demotions which brings me to the next point....
I'm no longer Bravo Company Commander, cuz i got promoted to Battallion Commander and now i have the rank of Lieutenant Colonel instead of Captain. Which in some way its pretty cool considering that the Military Ball is just two weeks away so I get to have the honor of running the whole show, along with my friends and i get to bring back the lost traditions that the past two Military Balls have forgotten about. And alot of rivalries between us have gone down and plp have gotten along much better.

Tomorrow is Prom. I have a dress and my bf doesnt want to go with me. Which really sux really bad, but i cant do anything about it. My friends said i wasnt going to not go and that i had to go, so they are going as a group and i think im going with them. I think. I still have about 24 hours to think about it. :)

And my last one, cuz i dont want to make this too long and i cant remember everything that has happened the last couple of weeks....I got a visit from the Army recruiters at my house and I almost got sent to San Antonio for my physical which meant that once i got sent i was in. But I thought about it long and hard and decided not to join the Army, but they still called and after i told them no, they went to my school and still tried to talk me back into joining the Army, but i said no once again. The National Guard paid me a visit to school too, but i immediately said no. I've gotten alot of mail from the Coast Guard, The Army, The Reserve and the Air Force, but im not interested. Sgt. Willingham, my instructor said that i had to deal with this for about two yrs before my ASVAB score expired. I guess a 52 is that good.

Tommorrow after i return from prom i have a trip to San Antonio for the weekend, thats if im up to it. I dont know, just maybe i'll go and get away from the pressures of home. Well i think thats it, my brain hurts from all this thinking and writing, hehe....laterz!