Me and Ines on our way back from competition.

Nice picture...kind of dreamy like in the movies....Whoohoo go female color guard!

Results

Well today I went to school and I didnt get very good news. :( My team, the Female Color Guard didnt place anything....its pretty disappointing not to get anything..but our instructors said that they were going to go back and recheck all the scores sheets again. But we are happy though b-cuz the unarmed drill team did place 2nd beating National Champions like Homer Hanna H.S. and Brownsville Porter.

Competing

Well we went, we competed we came back...end of story. j/k Nombre, we did pretty good over all, my friends and my family said that my team did really good. Our instructor SFC Willingham said we did a very "outstanding job" and that if we didnt get anything was b-cuz the Nikkie Rowe plp were celosos of us and that they didnt want for us to get anything. We didnt stay for the awards ceremony, cuz our instructors didnt want to stay..but hopefully we will bring back something, and I hope that the Unarmed drill team and the mixed color guard bring back something too..Pero ni modo ahora ay que esperar hasta el Lunes to see if we won something or not.

A little nervous...

I'm a little nervous because tomorrow I have competition at Nikkie Rowe H.S. I mean I've been competing for about 4 yrs already, and two of them have been with the Color Guard...but for some reason i'm a little nervous. I now well do really good, cuz we always do..:D But for some reason I feel alot of pressure to win something, cuz we have won for the past two years...i hope we do very good tomorrow, good enough to bring back a trophy. Aver como nos va manana.

No Me puedo dormir...

Its 10:00 p.m. and I can't seem to fall asleep....maybe its just que tengo miedo porque e estado oyendo ruidos en mi casa...Cucuy! No, really I have and its getting to me..I wonder what it is? Man...why does this happen to me? and it seems like I only hear them at night when i'm with someone...yesterday I heard it with my mom and today around the same hour I heard them when I was with my cuata....tengo miedo...que hare?

Happy!

Well here I am just another happy day!!! I'm happy! I have a "friend" who is a marine and I finally heard from him after a while that I didnt know anything from him... Hes a nice and sweet guy....

Ummm...I wonder if this is real..?

I just visited a website that says that I have until Sunday, April 25, 2066 to live.....I wonder if this is true..hehe

http://www.deathclock.com

Having a good laugh :D

I am the type of person that likes a few good laughs and man was I laughing!!! I was watching a show on Showtime by George Lopez, and he is a very good and funny comedian! He really knows how to make plp laugh, especially us mexicanos. I mean, most of the stuff that he said was true and I could relate to it, in a funny way when I was growing up! Hehe!! This is funny!! And its funny how we think that we were the only ones whose parents were the way they were...man so know i now that i wasnt alone in this world when it came to my parents weirdness... :D

Eating out with my family

Well today I went out to eat with my family to a restaurant. I went to go eat breakfast and the funniest part was that my sister and my cunado didnt know where we were going to eat..hehe. Well we ended up going to this restaurant here in Pharr called Ponchos. Its a really nice place with really good food. and i was surprised at how nice and pretty it was from the inside and they had great service. I was really glad that we went out because we dont go out much in my family, and this was one of the few times that my dad accepted to go. :D so that really made us happy. Its weird how my dad still has his Mexican Pride on not accepting for someone to pay for him, and I was surprised that this time my cunado paid for him, but I guess that its one of the few changes that my dad is making for himself.

My friends are falling apart :(

I'm really sad because my friends friendship is falling apart and i'm very scared and stuff, because se dicen y se tratan bien feo. :( And i'm stuck in the middle of both of them...I mean i have tried talking to them about it and they dont seem to try and even work it out. And whats making it worst is that we have a competition in about two weeks at Nikkie Rowe H.S. for JROTC and they arent getting along fine....I mean practice is going I guess great, because I dont mean to brag or boast, but we have beaten the best of the best schools here in the valley like Hanna, and La Joya high school when it comes to Color Guard, and the pressure builds up because I have been used to winning for 2 straight years. So we are pretty good, and now they expect to win without the practice. And it gets very frustrating!!!! I like winning and bringing my high schools name to the top, its all part of having school spirit and pride, and pride for myself. I love competing, it brings me a sense of excitement and it brings my competitive side out, something that u usually dont see come out of me, b-cuz out of rotc i am a very shy and quiet person. Its somewhere where i can be myself and let my voice be heard for a while. Its nice and now my friends arent making it a very nice experience...b-cuz of all their fighting and arguing. Ay aver como nos va.

My Car on Christmas Day!!

Mis amigas y yo!!! Seniors 05!!!

Marco...another one of my angelitos!

Alex!!! One fo my cute nephews!!!

I'm happy!!! :)

I'm Happy!! It's little less than a month till my birthday!!! I'll be 18 on Feb. 11...wow at last freedom or so I think from my parents... Well at least its nice to think about it. :) Newayz....ummm...my parents are getting married again!!! Va a ser una Boda de plata, where they get married at 25 years...its nice and cute because if u see my dad, or u know him, he isnt the type to come up with stuff like this...so its really cute and nice that he told us all about 3 days ago what he wanted for us to help him out with...so now i really have to look for a job. :( but its all to make my parents happy:)

I'm sad, disappointed and I want to cry =:(

I feel really bad right know, I just told my parents that I got accepted to a university and they didnt congratulate me, they didnt say anything, in fact my mom got mad at me for screaming my head off cuz i was happy....talk about putting someone down, huh? I should be getting used to this though, the last time I told them that I was going to graduate with Honors they didnt say anything either, they just stayed quiet and kept on eating....pero ni modo right,.? Man, us mexicanos just get one chance to go to college...and when one of us gets accepted to college the rest is supposed to be happy...but when one gets happy about it someone just has to bring it down...like in my family :( No se vale..the rest of my family; my brother, dropped out of high school, my sister graduted from high school and hasnt done anything in her life...and my twin that already graduated from high school, hasnt done anything either!!!! And here I am....a Senior in High School, all A's, a DAP graduate, and accepted into college y a mis padres le vale madr*!!! Que hare?

Tengo sueno, mi novio me hizo enojar....

ummm...well here I am, one more day bored, sleepy and wondering why i have to put up with jose's stuff....es bien mentiroso, and he never has time for me anymore :(.....I want to go out and have fun and right know it doesnt look like i'll be having any fun...sad, huh? and then to top it all off, he leaves with his friends, lies to his mom telling her that hes gonna be with me at my house!!!!!!! this is getting very annoying...

I'm Bored..

Well today is just a really boring day!!! All I have done is eat sleep and watch tv. and it gets annoying after a while that u have a boyfriend who wont do anything about it..=(....Pero ni modo...thats life for me.

Estoy Feliz Como una Lombriz :D

hello!!!

Well, here I am eating a BuBu LuBu and mad at my parents for being mad at me:( Newayz..today was an overall good day for me :D...cuz i love gettingg plp who get me mad, well mad...hehe its very funny!! Newayz...Take care!!!

This is a picture of me!!

Mis Pensamientos

Well, what can I say?
I will be writing anything I feel about writing here, this is my sense of "privacy", a place to be myself and let it all lose, a place to just Bi*ch about anything that I feel isnt right...y a como van las cosas...its alot to write about. Take Care

This is my first day!!!

Hi people!

Well this is my first day posting something on my blog!!! Hope u enjoy my site!
Cuidense!